Wonder If I'm Blessed

Z-Ro

Dear Lord, this is your boy Bam 
Can't nobody do what you done done God 
One of the ghetto graduates, three men in here 
Ready to deliver, number one, all they internal sins 
On pen and paper, and right now, they fin to let 
You know how it is, it's a chance, God bless us 
Allah, you number one 

Well it's my return, and I've been gone for too long 
I'm in a different state of mind, yeah Wood is in the zone 
Demonstrate the arsenal head shots, with red dots and wet spots 
Soaking shirts up, till my churf up with red spots 
Bag of leaves and the chronic trees, South Texas ki's and let you weed 
They jacking leaves for cake and cheese, I make the G's and you may believe 
Shouldn't wish up on your clover leaf, wishing up on a star 
Losing my memory behind a bar, all I want is drank out the jar 
Locked in the Penn talking back to the guards, shooting the kite 
Taking the back of my broad, pulling a candy Lac in my yard 
Strapped up talking back to you boys, I'm armed alarmed and informed 
And I'm hollin' on my own, for the rings to the pawn 
Gotta pass up the coin, to the Tre where I was born 
Wood, and I'm hot as a fire place, in a eskimo's house 
You get the, you get the, you get the splinters in your mouth 
Quinbrown my hardest hood close to downtown, round for round 
And pound for pound, I'm making you bitch boys bow down 

I've been waiting patiently 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
Niggas steady, hating me 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
I've been waiting patiently 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
Why does he forsaken me 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed 

It ain't my fault, my Lord please forgive me for static 
But I had that line in my T.V., and being broke and don't have it 
I'm playing a deadly game of chess, over rugers and vests 
Ride on hollow tips when I'm spitting, still into the flesh 
Thug wounds got me paranoid, tattooed and scarred 
Running away from the fraud, hiding behind tint in the car 
I'm blowing sweet after sweet, real niggas in her feel me 
Surrand wrapping the duffle bag, swang bitching to bust me 
I'm bout my paper, my Lord please don't let it be in vein 
I got a son two little girls, and they got hustle in they vein 
Kamikaze with an infrared, scoping my mind 
Puffing on lime swinging on 20's, bumping low on the ground 
Satellite shaking bitches, putting cameras on cords 
Puff the yay and pass the weed, cause everybody love marijuana 
I'ma slap for you nigga, two hundred fifty on concrete 
Moved patiently and silently, you dialing nigga 

I've been waiting patiently 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
Niggas steady, hating me 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
I've been waiting patiently 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
Why does he forsaken me 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed 

I watch my life pass me by, in the blink of an eye 
Another stick of fry, cause the regular weed no longer get me high 
Popping extasy like Aspirin, come down a nigga block blasting 
You don't wanna meet that reaper nigga, you hoes come off my cash man 
I'm trying to keep it holy, this thug life keep calling my name 
Every now and then I take a loss, but see that's all in the game 
Look at what you did to me, I'm free but I'm still living on lie 
Everyday it's one mo' murder, one mo' partna that drop 
I wonder if the sun shines on the other side 
Cause I bet my mama ain't seen a rainy day, since she died 
I'm a living legend still in the flesh, automatic assault rifle and a vest 
Cause my partnas try to put me to rest 
So I treat my pistol like a queen, as I fiend for the green 
And I never put anyone before my bitch, I'm jealous as I service my beam 
A murdering team, forgive me for my sins O'Lord 
But I'm trying to make it, cause this ghetto life is so hard 

I've been waiting patiently 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
Niggas steady, hating me 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
I've been waiting patiently 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed, cause I'm still here 
Why does he forsaken me 
I wonder if a nigga's really blessed